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yubari gogo - everything passes, everything perishes, everything palls

from And You Thought 4​-​Way Splits Were Bad by Various Artists

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An instant of clarity before eternal night, don't let me forget. I used to be able to cry but now I'm beyond tears. I can't sleep, I can't think, I cannot overcome my loneliness, my fear, my disgust. I cannot be alone, cannot be with others. Some will call this self-indulgence, they are lucky not to know its truth. Some will know the simple fact of pain.

A room of expressionless face staring blankly at my pain, so devoid of meaning. My desperation clawing and all-consuming panic drenching me as I gape in horror at the world and wonder why everyone is smiling and looking at me with secret knowledge of my aching shame. Nothing can extinguish my anger. Nothing can restore my faith. It's what you did, who was there and who you're blaming, and I'm blaming myself.

Every compliment takes a piece of my soul. I've been dead for a long time. Back to my roots. Built to love the absent. Nothing can fill this void in my heart. The vital need for which I would die. All this shall come to pass, all the words of my noisome breath. Nothing is forever, the morning brings defeat, beautiful pain that says I exist. It is myself I've never met. Please open the curtains.

(Fuck you. Fuck you for rejecting me by never being there, fuck you for making me feel like shit about myself, fuck you for bleeding the fucking love and life out of me, fuck my father for fucking up my life for good and fuck my mother for not leaving him but most of all fuck you god for making me love a person who does not exist. Fuck you.)

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from And You Thought 4​-​Way Splits Were Bad, released September 23, 2017

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