Wash your hands clean of everything that may have hurt you before & open them up to new promises.

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No, Not Another CS From Your Ex-Roomate's Gorenoise Project AxSxDxFxGxHxJxKxLx That He "Pours His Heart & Soul Into"
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Wash your hands clean of everything that..blah blah blah tapes out of 34. comes w/ the clown and jester sticker, 3 patches, 2 buttons (while i still have em), and..obvi the cassette itself.

i only printed out 25 cassette stickers so like (somehow) 26 of them are the Michael Scott covers & the last 8 cs are of Kelly Kapoor getting her Valentine's Day card from her dentist, Crentist.

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1.	I was a sinking canoe & like the vessel I was someone patched me up, forced me to carry on & then discarded me when I was no longer useful. 02:14	lyrics	buy track
we grew apart we threw a party but i could not stay so I did not go i felt all of our invited guests had liked your side of the room more than mine i knew the ropes, i knew the dusty old tire from where it’s slumped swinging back and forth just like my mental states from our time well into the end of our high school career i fell apart i know the truth was not exactly what i said you probably figured that out at some point that i was a way worse liar than i had been boyfriend i was bored i felt the routine had hit me too young i didn’t even consider talking it through i just felt like i had to leave i lived with the regret of expecting you to change
2.	Can any of this really be that shifted? The strength of the signal is meaningless without equal reciprocity from the receptor. 03:31	lyrics	buy track
i swallowed more than i could chew or i chewed more than i could swallow i can’t get it right i saw you wear your heart as if it were your skin that i cut as soon as i got close you didn’t flinch as you bled out on the floor it seems as though you had expected me to sever every tie we ever made i feel your love wrap around my bones as i grow weak your arms are heavy, i’ve lost control & am too afraid to speak i feel your love budding in my lungs it suffocates me the lines feel blurred between you give me air & you make it hard to breathe -----interlude---- i feel locked outside my body i feel free from the bounds of myself (but it's not at all liberating)
3.	I can see the colors are a lot warmer now & resonate with me at much higher frequencies. 02:11	lyrics	buy track
we used to be so cool together, now we barely talk. i’m cool with that, too. i’m cool with how you and i have cleansed ourselves of everything we put ourselves through. reflecting on the past but it feels like an old dream that i vaguely remember having. time and time again, time slips me by. and i fall right through
4.	With eyes wide open I jumped into that light & let the brightness consume me until I felt safe, whole and complete. 02:34	lyrics	buy track
maybe in ten years i would’ve had the courage to ask you out i had liked you more than i knew (at the time) your entity was a body of light that buried me in snow frozen in cliches and memories I’m killing time i wanted you i go out my way to please you out of my way to see you I’m making sure i reconcile my ways when i was depressed i’d leave you when things were okay i’d need (don't sue me fetty wap)

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this was supposed to be my third release. i wrote this entire thing with 7 songs in total the week after i dropped Late Night Phone Calls which is why it sounds like my shitty older stuff. fortunately, i reduced the album to four parts.

& many thanks to dianna for doing half of the vocals!

take care!

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released August 4, 2017

dianna: vocals on tracks 1 & 3
me: everything else

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